Kittenlovesyaoi

Heart to heart.
Hand in hand.
love burrning strong and free.
you brought light to my darkend word.
You made me smile when I thought that all I could do was frown.
You showed me the light behind the darkness.
Holding my hand tight.
You somehow guided me into the warmth that is your heart.

Holding me as tight as you can you whipser into my ear
saying you wont let me go.
You kissed me lightly on the lips, and ran your hand down my back.

You made me feel safe,
You made me feel loved.
You gave me everything I needed and more.

How can one girl repay you?
nothing seems fit enough for someone like you.
If I could I would give you the world beneath my feet.
I'd give you every breath that I would breathe.

I know though that there has to be something that a girl can give you.
My heart?
My body?
My soul?

Yet you said no to everything there.
I thought I'd never repay you.
Then you smiled that bright white smile and told me,
that the only thing you want is everything I have to offer.
You wanted me in every way possible.

My hand, you wanted it.
My heart, you owned it.
My body is yours for the taking.
Yet you dont rush to take it,you want to make it last for a lifetime.
You only want me to be yours,
so I smiled and said I do.

Now as we age, and become something that many wish to be.
we sit in chairs, which are side by side.
We smile and remember the moment when we came into each others life.

By; Shanda Beaulieu- Blanchette

Blood on the floor
I should have seen it coming.
I should have known it would come today.
Darkness surrounding me, the light barley visiable.

As my hands begin to shake,
I force back down the tears that are threatening to break.
Threatning to froce me into a spialing depression.
Of guilt,
Sadness,
Regret, and suppression. 

As I watched the blood pool around the body that lay in front of me.
I try and force my self to look away.
I cannot help to take glances at the blood,
it pools more around the body and begins to reach my feet.

Death,
loss,
blood,
Pain.
Something I wish I could never witness, either being self inflicted and or forced upon another person.

Yet to watch my friend suffer day by day with a pain she feels that she dose not deserve.
Watching her cry herself to sleep.
Marking her arms with each mistake she thinks shes made.
Yet through this all being so alone.

I wish I could have helped her,
I Wish back then I knew what I could do.
My own wounds now are as fresh as the last words she wrote one the wall that is covered with her own blood.
"no matter where you go in life, no matter who you loose, and no mater what you going. Someone is always watching over you. They are what can keep you going when I am gone,. They are your new strength, and It took me to now to see that I always had someone there for me, but not as i fade away I surely will be one of the ones that follow you."

So as I stood there,
still in shock.
Years passed by as though they were nothing.
As though they have no meaning to me.
Which is what life felt like when I lost her.

Years continued to pass when I finally came to realize exactly what was written on that wall.
She was telling us that no matter what you do in life someone will always be there for you
Though it took her to her last breathes to see that she always had someone there for her as well.
That she will always watch the people she cares about and help them along the way.
She will be my new strength that will help me to fight my way through this big world that seems to come crashing down around me.

She is strength,
she is love,
she is everything I need,
and I am thankful.

I should have seen it coming.
I should have known it would come today.
The day that my whole life would be changed by a dead girls last words.
By: Shanda Beaulieu-Blanchette

Heart to heart.
Hand in hand.
love burrning strong and free.
you brought light to my darkend word.
You made me smile when I thought that all I could do was frown.
You showed me the light behind the darkness.
Holding my hand tight.
You somehow guided me into the warmth that is your heart.

Holding me as tight as you can you whipser into my ear
saying you wont let me go.
You kissed me lightly on the lips, and ran your hand down my back.

You made me feel safe,
You made me feel loved.
You gave me everything I needed and more.

How can one girl repay you?
nothing seems fit enough for someone like you.
If I could I would give you the world beneath my feet.
I'd give you every breath that I would breathe.

I know though that there has to be something that a girl can give you.
My heart?
My body?
My soul?

Yet you said no to everything there.
I thought I'd never repay you.
Then you smiled that bright white smile and told me,
that the only thing you want is everything I have to offer.
You wanted me in every way possible.

My hand, you wanted it.
My heart, you owned it.
My body is yours for the taking.
Yet you dont rush to take it,you want to make it last for a lifetime.
You only want me to be yours,
so I smiled and said I do.

Now as we age, and become something that many wish to be.
we sit in chairs, which are side by side.
We smile and remember the moment when we came into each others life.

By; Shanda Beauliey- Blanchette

♥ hearts grow old when its alone..yet the heart grows strong and beats a deal of alot faster..only because she has you in her life ♥
So now take this time to say these words to the ones yu hold close. "i love you and imma never letting you go!"
by:shanda

she sitting alone.,.
waiting in the dark..

she hears footsteps..
and she looks around the corner..
yet no one is there..

... she stills her breath..
and waits again..

she hears a sound..
she gets up..she runs..

only to be captured by ur arms.
You hold her tight and wipe away the sudden tears.

You are her life and her love.
as is the turtles for the dove..

So be still and hold her close,
and never let her go..
cuz she might be all you got.

By:Shanda
(heh bored)